Journal Entry: Dread Over Posting Salvation's Second Chapter
23 September 2009
If I keep to my schedule, I'm supposed to post chapter two of Salvation today. I'm dreading it. It's my least favorite chapter of all. I just don't like it. The story would have been changed to an M rating anyway, but I've done it far in advance just to "hide" it from the default K-T list. Maybe it's just a matter of my being too critical of myself. I don't know. *sigh* I guess I'm worried that people might form an opinion of the whole from these early chapters and not get the right impression of what this story is really about. I started this story back in 2003. Chapter two was written in 2004, and I had to drag myself through it. I said before that I had actually started this story in its second part. That's where it gets good (or at least better). But it had to be set up; it couldn't start in part two.
Ugh. I'm gonna do it. But I'm not going to like it.
Let me say one thing about it: The OC is not a Mary Sue, I swear! There is a reason for her strange ability and an explanation. Just go with it.